.Saturday, July 30, 2005 ' 10:42 PM Y
Early morning my cousin came to my house & he drag me out from my bed!! Grhs. Then my aunt came too. She brought salad for us to try after that they went out together left me alone at home.
Recently i'm feeling kinda upset whenever i see my friend become so weakling. I just became so speechless, no matter how hard we tried she's still remaining this way. She's still unable to accept the truth that is happening to her though she kept saying she's fine she's alrite. Once & again, she mention she need time. Yesh! indeed you need but i don't see you trying enough to get over it. You're still remaining the way you're right now. Don't just said out from your mouth, we're waiting for you to prove it! You might not like the tone i'm saying all this harsh words but i WANT YOU TO WAKE UP.
If you don't like it i still have to say. I don't want you to become this weak & torture yourself just because of it, even your friends doesn't wish to see you like this! I've been thru before & mine was longest than urs, if i'm like you, should i die now ? NO NEVER. Please
stop torture yourself, stop looking back in the past! It's all useless now! Whatever i wanted to say i've already said it out to you, i've totally give up on you. I'm sorry i can't help anymore. Had enough of it. Please stand up on your own feet asap. Takecare gurl.
p.s - I'm sorry i didn't keep my promise, i can't hold on to this type of attitude anymore. Beyond my help. That's da furthest i can help to. Once again Sorry.
